21st
one kapamilya
successss. soo left the house at umm like ten ish then picked up niggas and whatnot. got lost like a muhfucker.. twice! aghh hella frustrating lol then finally got to pga. first ride was delirium where rj looked fucking hilarious cuhs she was scared shitless ahah then afterwards she looked like death lmaoo it was my first ride with vampire and.. fiance? lol then rode drop zone for my very very first time. scariest shit ever, couldn’t even open my eyes. there wasn’t any lines so it was coo. didn’t have time to ride top gun err wet rides but it’s good. still had hella fun with what I got to ride. snuck them to the show but got caught arrghh then I stole hella food for them backstage. did not spend one dollar the whole day there :D skillets. performing was pretty fun though. pretty sure it was worth it. just found out they had a party afterward but I left. it’s coo I had fun at hayward, talking about the marriage on the 24th ahah fuck now everyone knows about it.
ohyeah then waiting at the parking lot for the traffic to clear was hella fun. made a bigass scene with a play fight. it was fucking funny till I ran out of things to say AHAH hella hard not to laugh. I wanna do that shit again hella in public
needa quit before I get a stroke. had two today.
my mom wasn’t kidding when she said she wouldn’t let me drive anymore. such bullshit. I’m mustering up a plan for my break. hmm
fuck you lucy. or whatever the hella your name is. jk, I don’t care what the fuck you do. well iunoo maybe I do. but I can’t do anything about it and I shouldn’t care. I’m trying not to. I want you to be happy. she doesn’t have shit on me. well maybe she does. but whatever goodluck, &if ever I see you two together I just might fucking cry. no I will. but I’m trying trying trying trying not to give a fuck. gotta get used to this shit.
I was hella sad like friday night I think it was. I was quiet at practice and tearing up. I was like nothing was wrong till I got the opinion of two of my older dancer friends. they said I’m over it, and it’s just normal. then got a third and he said the same. they’re all grown so I feel pretty reassured. he’s a tight ass friend. then my friend told me that quote today at school and I was like OHHHH yes that’s exactly it ish. except prolly a tiny dot left. but I mean I’ve been thinking and it’s like iuno if it’s just being stuck in the second stage err I’m just not into it. cuhs like, from the beginning I’ve always gotten annoyed and shit. &unaccepting.
it’s different this time around thoo. wayy different. makes me super happy.
but nevertheless, I’m 95% ready to start something new. just needa know you better and start listening to what you tell me. not that hard cuhs I really am now. we’re superfucking cute. in due time. just don’t wanna fuck things up. I’m determined not to.
why do I see the bad things in guys now. used to never. now it’s like, I always find shit wrong about them. but I’m trying to look past that. ¥o what I don’t care about your opinion. ohyeah, my dad doesn’t want me to have a boyfriend. that won’t stop me though, like I ever listened to him. but it’s not like I don’t care about his opinion cuhs I do respect him. but don’t worry this time I won’t let it affect my grades. shit, not even he will. the A’s just keep rolling in. I was hella happy today when I got an A on my midquarter test where everyone got shit wrong. fuck I’m happy
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