happy birthday Son!

love, Mom ahah.  mm soo I broke my almost five weeks pill free on son’s birthday the other night.  after practice then went straight to school without any fucking sleep and still somewhat on.  hmm, but I’m pretty sure that I was being legit with what I said.  I’m just shy.  but I’m like hella feeling it now.  I’m super happy.  all I need now is to stay sober and get sleep.  I got four hours of sleep in the past two days.  =( then got fucked up last night offa wine.. like freal I didn’t think I would.  and yakked like crazy.  blehhck

today is Meatball dayy!  :D  seeing it tonight after practice, or so I’m hoping to.  it’s already seven and idk how I’m getting to daly city tonight.

now I know how you feel when you read my blogs with other people.  well actually I’ve always been the jealous one so you may not feel half the emotions I go through when I read your’s.  UGHHHH

• graduate at 20
• get career by 21
• get married by 22.5
• have a kid by 23,

my goals for the near future.