strike out my last post.  stuuuuupid.  well yada yada I don’t feel like typing what happened.  I thought my hits were weak, but viet told me otherwise.  I need a fucking backbone.  I thought I was just being hella sensitive or having addictions.  but there’s a fucking limit.  I’m not putting myself through that kind of bullshit ever afuckingain.  I swear, fucking homewrecker knockass useless piece of.. um, chow mein.  shiett.  like freal freal I won’t.
I don’t like being sad.  I need real ass friends.  feels like I got played or some shit.  gahh

ohyeah, so that dance evolution thanga thang.  had practice at my house last minute last night.  the dancers weren’t fob like I had expected.  ohyeah and whats her face ends up at my house from the city.  hellof weird.  but then this and this happened which made me not wanna get into that and that.

cereal.  I felt kind of really really bad.  I don’t like doing that kind of shit to guys.  arrgh I wish I could be just as serious &whatnot.  hm but after that, like today I feel like I wanna be.  but iuno could just be my mood or some dumb shit.  soo I’ll just see till like the end of the week

Meatballs in 3days!