guess who’s bizzack

jk.  back from leaving.  it’s not running away.  well the time I had off was fun cuhs I tried to have fun, but honestly I was constantly worried about my family back home.  most importantly my mother.  I took a vow last night that I’d never do anything to ever make my mom cry ever ever ever ever afuckinggain.  even if she like makes me hella cry err iunoo gives me hella shit, I have a better understanding of where she’s coming from thanx to Therese.  I have many goals ish right now.  first is to be responsible; meaning manage time with family, school, &friends.  along with doing hella well on my schoolwork and doing all my chores when told.  next is to stop smoking.. shouldn’t be that hard, right? =X  hmm lastly is to figure out what I want.  in terms of boys and relationshit. also to figure out who the fuck are my friends are and what to do about it.

thank you for those who helped and sacrificed a lot of time and went through hella trouble for me.  I didn’t expect that much support and shit, but now I know what you’d do.  <33

um, I don’t know why that happened on tuesday.  I don’t wanna make you feel used ever again.  shit