it goes like this;

well since like iuno I guess this week ish?  I was like very very happy.  hella gay.  anyways I wasn’t trippin that it wouldn’t last long like I usually do.  I thought about it a couple times and was like fuckit 1ife.  hmm then today changed everything -__-  fricken practice made me hella sad.  just thinking about it makes me wanna fucking pop right now.  wtf did I make the wrong fucking decision?!?
big bro’s right though.. about the thing and the other thing about waiting by my side and shit =T  well he always is &I hate it.  blehh but iuno if Imma do what I always do and do my own thing.  I don’t know.  shit I have a headache right now!

started schooooool tuesday.  fuck my head really hurts now.  gahh anyways welps it’s hella reading to do which means lots of notes which means no time for anything else.  only reason I’m on right now is cuhs Imma do shit over the weekend, well hopefully.  and I’m actually surprised that I’m on the computer.  well boutta talk on the phone late.

FML?  ish