had a good run today with big bro.  hella outta nowhere and hella early.  weird how my vision got blurry and shit.  I actually got kind of scared.  I didn’t expect a talk but we did.  it was good and he helped me realize a clear addiction that I had no idea about.  so now I’m hella just confused.  but it’s not even like I decide what happens, just gotta feel it out.  and I told him about what’s gonna happen, he’s like the only person.  oh welps.  gonna tell okdk soooon. 
hmm dentist today pissed me off.  wtf hella rough and shit and not even paying attention.  ohyeah and ran some errands.  felt like a big girl(: ahah just need someone with me to make sure I won’t crash into anyone.

I guess I’m not going tonight.  gotta save up that $$$.  shit that reminds me gotta call my manager.  fuuuuck.  I hope the app I submitted today comes through.  I’ll be so happy.
I hella fell asleep while watching michael jaaaackshun on tv.  it felt so good but I hate how it’s so fucking hot.  then cereal woke me up -__-  it’s okae
eating chocolate chip pancakes right now.  they’re actually good.  I added hella more chocolate.

..soo san mateo?