22nd
Happy Papa’s dayy
first time clubbing a few days ago. abyss with ceryll and earl and goose. almost got caught, fuck thaaaat. chance’s grad bbq yesterday. pretty fun but iunoo. first day looking for a car today. I like the sanleandro honda 0_o found like one goodass deal but gotta keep looking tomorrow.
hmm last night was weird. the night before I actually tried to settle differences. but it seems when I actually do put in effort, shit just like backfires? just wasn’t meant to be I guess? iunoo whether to move on err wait for things to cool out. I don’t want the same thing to happen again like last time. and yet I don’t want something different to happen either. both got their pros &cons. I ended up falling asleep without knowing it then woke up at 3am. then couldn’t sleep till the sun was up. &I wanted to do something special today. mm..
p.s. read the yearbook