September 2009
13 posts
hmm this weekend. I felt dumbass special for being invited to the baptism =*X soo went to that on saturday with fiance and son in oakland. I know right. been a while since I’ve been to church so it was nice. then thanga thang at eden shores. I drank hellllla ahahah jk well for me that’s a step up for not going crazy. umm dumbshit with my phone. got asked out, but I had a...
one kapamilya
successss. soo left the house at umm like ten ish then picked up niggas and whatnot. got lost like a muhfucker.. twice! aghh hella frustrating lol then finally got to pga. first ride was delirium where rj looked fucking hilarious cuhs she was scared shitless ahah then afterwards she looked like death lmaoo it was my first ride with vampire and.. fiance? lol then rode drop zone for my very...
“it’s not that I care. it’s just that I remember when I used to be...”
– buddy. pretty sure that’s true? hopefully
happy birthday Son!
love, Mom ahah. mm soo I broke my almost five weeks pill free on son’s birthday the other night. after practice then went straight to school without any fucking sleep and still somewhat on. hmm, but I’m pretty sure that I was being legit with what I said. I’m just shy. but I’m like hella feeling it now. I’m super happy. all I need now is to stay sober and get...
strike out my last post. stuuuuupid. well yada yada I don’t feel like typing what happened. I thought my hits were weak, but viet told me otherwise. I need a fucking backbone. I thought I was just being hella sensitive or having addictions. but there’s a fucking limit. I’m not putting myself through that kind of bullshit ever afuckingain. I swear, fucking homewrecker...
I am pissed the fuck off right now. UGHHHH I’m hella heated, like I’m getting hella hot right now. wtfffff I’m NOT gonna ehralsnfl;dkjfklasdjf;lj. shitfuck
happy birthday Ceryll(:
aka curious cunt. I couldn’t go with her to the thanga thang even though I wanted to. had practice for this dance thing Imma do at pga. I don’t really want to cuhs it’s dumbass corny, but I just wanna get in for free plus some experience would look good. hmm anyways ceryll’s house yesterday. I got pretty pissed but whatever. I didn’t even say shit so iunoo who...
A A A A.. A!
that’s right bitch, I got A’s on all fiiiive of my tests :D I had no idea we’d have a test yesterday. well no one knew. but I did pretty fucking good. I can’t believe I’m stupid enough to read the questions wrong -__- welps I did good on the ones I had today. missed zeroo. iunoo I’m hella happy right now. even though I studied like shit. I know the next...
ahah waoww that picture is hella old. I was hella ugly there GAHH.
last night, um never again ish. bitch was made a bigass mess. bestfriend too.
so like, I think I’m ready ish. to um yeah. I’m not completely sure yet. no rush right. but then again there’s ninex3
so like, I’m pretty sad right now with a some anger. I didn’t think my parents would be this way but I understand. it just sucks how I ruined their trust with people. welps today’s supposed to be fun so I’ll try to make the best of it, yeah.
superkuwawa =’(
btw, dime piece drop!!
:DD
guess who's bizzack
jk. back from leaving. it’s not running away. well the time I had off was fun cuhs I tried to have fun, but honestly I was constantly worried about my family back home. most importantly my mother. I took a vow last night that I’d never do anything to ever make my mom cry ever ever ever ever afuckinggain. even if she like makes me hella cry err iunoo gives me hella shit, I have a...
I’m sorry. but I thought you still wanted it? welps I’m hella thankful for you. hella sorry about the other night though. that day was horrible. that day I learned how spoiled I am ish. err like a brat kind of. I apologized and expected for forgiveness but I didn’t get any. I got kind of mad but caught myself.
well I left “home” yesterday. my mom contacted...